Motivator

Just was thinking about you and all the exercise and eating better that we have been doing together. Ever since you got back from Ukraine we have both been trying our best. I can't imagine if you were against healthy eating or even if you just were apathetic toward my needs to be healthier. I know you want the same thing, but not all husbands do and not just that, many just do their own thing and don't help their wives like you do. And besides all the health stuff, you are just the most supportive partner I could ever ask for. A true best friend because I think that is what a good best friend would do....help and go through the battles/struggles together!! It means the world to me and you getting up in the mornings and sticking with the running is very motivating for me. It makes me choose to go ahead and get up when all I want to do is ignore and just stay in bed! Thank you for helping me!

Now besides all that....you are looking good! :)  Truly, I notice it the most in your super strong legs but I see it in your arms too right now. I don't know how you feel about it, but it is showing! I know you were feeling self conscious before you went to Ukraine and were complaining about your belly! So, I just want you to know that all this work is doing stuff!!! I get discouraged easily with weight loss and exercise and trying to look better but I know as we keep going I will look better and better....and it truly is....FOR YOU! I love getting to be attractive to you!

because you're my favorite!!

Miss Me?

Well, its been forever since I wrote you on here! Sorry about that. I'm sure you have sensed my stress levels being high for awhile now. It seems there has been tons to work on or stress over since Sam arrived. Especially our most recent stress with trying to figure out how on earth to basically save nearly $3000 in 7 weeks! That is certainly a first for us! I almost was sick to my stomach. But you were so good at comforting and reassureing me that it will be ok and we can do it! I can't really express how much it means to me when you are willing and active in helping solve problems with me. At times for some reason I tell myself that I'm alone in needing to figure some things out which makes me feel lonely! I don't feel that right now. In fact I feel closer to you today than I have in a few months and I think its because we are being a team. I'm still a bit unsure about how these 7 weeks will go but knowing we are doing this together makes it feel so much better! I love you and I love that there are no battles I have to face alone! You are wonderful! Thank you for you willing heart and being willing to do whatever it takes to help. Right now...you are my Sam and I have needed that!