When we're apart you have my heart

I know we have only been married almost 7 years and I spent a lot of my life without you, but I can never get use to the moments we aren't together! Even for a day....or two....It just feels wrong to be away from you! I think it's because you have my heart and I just don't function well too far away from my heart!
     I'm glad you will get to do something fun while we are gone and I know I will be busy with the shower and everything else, but I will never stop wishing you were with me....to tell a joke, laugh, see you smile, remember things together, share when I'm sad or frustrated, lay next to when I'm sleeping, kiss you whenever I feel like it (I need to do that more often!!), and just whatever! You help me feel confident, you comfort me, you always make me smile and laugh, you make every moment have more meaning, I guess what I am trying to say is being apart breaks my heart! :(   But at the same time I am so lucky that even after 7 years....I'm not even close to being tired of you in fact I just feel more attached and more in love with you! I hope your weekend goes well and that even softball is lots of fun. Try to rest some.....I mean take a nap for real!!! You have no wife or children around so you really should make sure you get some rest! When will you get this chance again for awhile! So, don't do the crazy normal thing and stay up WAY too late eating rotel and waste this opportunity to rest yourself!! I love you and can't wait to see you again....even though I haven't even left yet! :) Please be safe because I want to feel your arms around me again and to kiss those wonderful lips again and again....and again!

                                            I love you.........always!  XoxoXoOOXXoo

Never Enough

Mine! Mine! Mine! Sometimes that's how I feel when it comes to you. Of course, I do feel strongly supportive of ALL that you do and I can't even describe how constantly proud I am of how you serve and love others so well! But then I have moments like now that I struggle with feeling like I just want to drag you off and keep you all to myself! I guess the lesson of sharing never ends. :)
      I am gonna spend some time praying though that God help me overcome this in some ways because I know I have replaced some of my love and connection to Him with my love and desire for you. I know that isn't healthy and that it would be better for us even if I make sure that I am content alone....with Him! But that is so hard because I think you are just so fantastic! :) You make everything better. Even sitting! lol! I just like sitting when you are here sitting with me! Not to mention all the other things in life that are truly exciting like going to the movie or the zoo or playing in a pool.... you name it and if you are there well, it all becomes more enjoyable! I hope you understand and I also hope maybe that you feel the same about me! Life is just better with you. Period. *sigh* Which is why lately I have felt a little sad and jealous (not too much and not at anyone in particular)...just wishing at least that I could be with you while you work and are busy. Cause like I said even if I am just sitting doing nothing your proximity to me causes it to be relaxing. So, I guess I wanted to write and tell you this cause in a way just knowing you will read it at some point while we aren't together makes me feel a little tiny bit closer to you. Kindof the way we use to have to write all the time to feel close when we were thousands of miles apart. Gosh....that sounds sickening now. I can't even imagine being that far away from you anymore. 3 miles down the road is far to me! Lol!
      So, bottom line.....I kind of like you, adore you, and wish you were right here....with ME! I am so glad I have a right to call you MINE too! Cause no matter what comes up and all those that need you sometimes, in the end I know that you will come home to me eventually! *sigh* What a nice thing to know! :) I love you tons.....so come home soon! :)